More

Meeting tonight with Jessy was great as always.  Something she said at the beginning of our meeting stuck with me the entire night, into our prayers, driving home, and now sitting in front of my computer.

For the past little while, I feel like even with my daily Bible reading, prayer life, devotions, and fellowship, I feel like I need more.  I can't really describe it, but I feel like I am still not doing enough, sometimes selling God a little short, not giving him my all.  When I shared this with her, she said that this is a good sign, that we need this to keep us going, God wants more out of us.  Well that is the gist, I forget her actual words =p

Now I wonder what it is that God wants out of me.  It is always scary to ask God, because deep down you know he will deliver, and what he delivers may not always be what we want, but it is what HE wants out of us.

But alas, I do want MORE.