Peace through Surrender

Devotion this morning was about surrendering. I feel that there are some things in my life now that I have yet to surrender to God. It is definitely a hard thing to do, and I know that I have not fully surrendered everything to Him. That's what sucks right now, because I know that I have to surrender, yet because I'm human and stupid, I refuse too. I continue to pray about it, and talk to God about it, and ask for his forgiveness because I am not surrendering, but yet, I still don't do it. What is wrong with me?! As a result, I feel I do not have peace with God because I haven't fully surrendered yet. Continue praying for me as I continue to try to work this out with myself.