The last two weeks I have been off, as you can probably tell from my previous posts. The feelings I have now can be analogous to how I felt whenever I came back from MAC during the Christmas break and summertime. My routine is thrown off, everything seems unfamiliar, my schedule is out of whack, so many things to do, and this is when I crumble and fail. Talking with two wonderful sisters today I verbalized it to them, well writing it to them, and it made me feel so frustrated at myself. Only a month ago it was so fine and dandy, but that means I have further to fall I find. And now it is just sucking bad.
But tonight I pray that it will be another fresh start towards drawing even closer to God.
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